I hate it !!
really hate it !!
really really really hate it !!

when my auntie bragged about how good her's child is
who cares??!!
why she must told everyone
her's daughter grade, attitude, likes, dislikes
especially to me
why me??
what that relate to me
just bcuz we're same age
doesnt me she has to talk about her's daughter only

what am I to her
a statue?
to listen all this ridicilous things
althogh we're cousin
although you are my auntie
but please care about my feelings

sorry to say all this
I know I've been a little bit rude...

Yeah!!! holiday is coming !!!
I can smell it already... The joy of holiday..
I dont want to talk about my final exam..
It will ruin my mood..
well actually its kind of sad...
but marks is not a memory to remember..
Its something that we can learn from that..
but till now i also dont know what I learn from my result
well.. maybe cahaya kebenaran x sampai lagi lar..
This holiday, my father give permissons for me to take part time job
can you believe it??!!
I thought my father wont give me to do this things since im still f4..
He said he want to let me know the hardness of finding money..
Well I already know it..
from the way my father works..
always come home late every night
there are time when I even dont have the chance to see him in a week
although we live in a same house..
thanks Abah!! for taking care of me and hold such a messy person ...

I dont know  what to write.. but  I want to write something...   or  else I cant sleep tonight
this week have been so tough to me.. its my final exam ... 
I hate exam week!!!!  but I like it too.. because no homework, no school activity..
but so damn tension.. when  I did the revision.. my head start spinning around...
Its like i never studied that things before...  and I started to think..
what did I do this year??!!! What  did I learn ?
aahh!! form 4 have been hectic  to me..
maybe because its a new subject, new thing to learn..
aah.!!! when I started to think all this...
Im started to scare.. What my SPM result will be?
my sister have been run away from home...
she has gone to my cousin;s home.. running away from her school's activity after PMR..
she said that I will be miss her because no one will prepare for my lunch..
(yup!! my sis loves to cook.. such a weirdo)
what!! you think I cant cook? I just dont want too..
my brothers having a so damn boring week..  because all his psp, ps2 have been taken by my mom
padan muka!!! ( tular lwn ckap akak)
just this. 4 this week.. papai!!!

Finally .. my choir competition of kelab setia end...  we did not won the first place...  We kind of disappointed because we really did our best  ( well maybe some of them not) because  its choir competiton of kelab setia.. so  members of kelab setia must take part ...
well surely not all of them can sing.. so teachers borrow students from  our choir school.. thanks God .. they take part... kalau tak...
habislah kitaorang!!!!

Well...  We just given 3 days to prepared .. So.. its kind of accepted for teachers because we did not won...
and thank you very much to cikgu Syah.. who makes our kelab setia choir really likes a real choir
(well actually  our kelab setia really can not sing.. we totally a failure in this things)
he the one who makes arrangment for our music.. others school just use the minor-1 .. only our school make the new arrangment 4 the songs
so thats why we disappointed.. because the songs are already perfect... Cikgu Syah really creative and do he's best to make the songs nice
its just us who ruins the songs.. we did not really sings with our best... so sorry cikgu syah!!! and thank you!!!
( because we know you already busy with your band)
thanks also to budak choir... without them.. i dont know how kelab setia choir will looks like.. thanks to farie.. jannah.. amira.. sarah..
although we didnt won .. but its really a memorable exeperince...

and now i need to focus in our final exam.. 27october..  urgh!!!! ... so tension..
a lot of subject taht i need to cover!!.. pleaze wish me luck..
i will do my best..

Im going to write about my life..


My life  is nothing special..  I live as an ordinary girl ... but I am very grateful to Allah with what  I have now..
I am a serious person ( i think...) but at anytime.. i will be to childish or blur blur ..
( thats why my friends always call me sengal )
Im really good at  keeping and spending money.. ( thats why my mom say there is no use  I keep my money, Its like in and out)
Im  lack of confidence .. i really admit this..  even when im practise a lot when im doing a  presentation, I will still nervous infront of people
and when im nervous.. i will say a ridicilous things.. n the whole class really dont understand what Im saying....
( can someone help me??!!!! )
But i think i am a good listener ( my friends said that) .. I like when my friends told their problems .. at leats i know..
i am a person whom they can trust.. and  I will give them a good advise..
My style is feminine.. not too girlish..
necklace, earings, handbags, blouse, shoes......  i choose blouse...
I like taking photos.. photos that are memorable.. becuz i want to keep it as a memory in a lifetime..
i mean something that i can remember in my older days.. n says things like ( aahhh... im really cute at that time)
I like fantasizing ... completely.. but its not like if im a rich girl.. i will do this n that..
Its like im creating a story.. bcuz i like to watch a lot of drama.. I like to combine my story with that drama..
but im not fantasize i am the main character or what.. (thats why my friends say im a quiet girl but actually at that time i was in the middle in creating a story)
I am a person who doesnt know how to show my love or care to someone.. I always show it in a mean word..
its not a mean word.. for instance i like to argue and find that person mistake n scold them..
but actually i love them.. espically with my siblings n friends.. but i think my family already understand me...
bcuz when im started to mmbebel .. they dont  feel angry ... they just laugh or smile..
it means they really do not take seriously  what im saying towards them...
bf??!! well i still confused between admire , like, love? but i want to meet a guy who I can rely and listen to my worries at anytime
(bcuz im tired of listening others people problem....)
but i think my friends maybe they a bit hurt with my words..
my family are the one who support me all the time.. I know my parents have a tough time when raising me..
my friends are the one who always cheer me up with their smile..
I slam is the religions that complete me with akhlak, iman, dan taqwa.
I really happy n grateful with my life right now..
although there are things that we cant get, things that dont work like we plans too, and things that we dont expect it to happen..
that are real life...
I think life is like a journey..you never know what may be your next destination..
Focus on the journey, not the destination. Joy is found not in finishing an activity but in doing it.




so can you imagine how i look like??

Tahun nie ...aku mmg trperanjt gegiler sngat sngat... sbab satu klas aku automtik dlantik menjadi pngawas skolah....   kami mmg specchless lar..   utk  pngathuan korang sumer....  most pupils in our school really really hatesssssss   prefect...
bcuz our school's rule is so strict... so ,,,, mmg dyorang sumer bnci giler dgan pngawas ........  ader gak yg tak bleh terima hakikat...
rmai  giler yg x nak... smpai datin ckap " if u  dont want to be  prefect ... u move to 4st2!!!" .... so nak tak nk... dyorang accept je lar....
I mean.. its not easy to get into 4st1 class... Kitaorang study bagai nk  mati...

So... mula2... kami start as pengawas prcubaan... first day ... wah se...  mmg tension giler..... lagi kitaorang duty kat mnengah atas...
form 4 k lar... not that bad... bcuz all of them are our friends.. so they can understand our duty... tapi bukan sumer r...   bile ak  tgur dyorng jer... ade yg ikut... ade yg buat bodoh ( mmg dah bodoh pon!!!!!) , ade yg wat x dgr ( pkak kan baru tahu!!!!), ade yg melawan.....    tapi yang x tahan nyer  bdak yg mlawan ... antara dialog2 yg biase kami dgr

aku  : kak .. pkai pin tudung .....

jwapannyer...

- klau ak x nak pkai macam maner?
- x nak!!!!! (  dgan muka yg mnyakitkan hatinyer...)
- x de duit r dik ( padahal mase rehat ade jer duit... mkanan yg dye beli mngalahkan cikgu!!!!!)
- kat klas r  dik ...

aku : akak ... asal x pkai simis???

jwapannyer....
- panas r dik ( padahl sbenarnye nak tunjukkan bra dye yang colourful!!!!!)
- kat klas r dik (  xkan kat dalam klas jer dye pkai simis???!!!!)
- kat rmah r dik ( x kan akak ade satu simis jer kat umah???!!!!!)


 mase mula2 tur... prefect form 5 mmg slalu mrah kami... klau ade  meeting jer... name kitaorang yg naik... mmg its always us...
if students dont line up in a row.. its our fault.. were not doing our duty... padahal dyorang yang x brani nak tgur form 5...
klau duty round block form 5... msti dye bagi form 4... pastu kitaorang kna tgur  mcam nak giler... form 5 tahun nie mmg teruk giler dari segi akhlah lar... yg paling ok lar 5st1 ... 5 st2 pon dh teruk... kitaorg rase form 5 tahun lpas pon x seteruk nie... mmg biadap giler....
do u think we all likes to tegur u all all day??!!!! ... kitorang pon sakit atie tgk muka akak2 form 5 nie... ( bkan sumer ar....)
but pleaz lar .... understand lar skit... tugas kitaorang...  dyorang tu ego sangat... x boleh nak dgr teguran dri budak form 4.... dyorang raser .. kalau dyorng dgr cakap kitaorang... rase mcam dyorang to " stupid sangat lar"... ikut cakap budak form 4....  and pngawas form 5 mmg jaga form 4 macam nak giler... sumer dyorang tgk ... dri ujung rmbut smpai ujung kaki... mmg dyorang x puas hati dgn form 4,,,, pdahal ... form 5 yg always bawak msalah kat kitaorang....


and ade gak bdk klas aku yag buat duty mcam x buat duty... ade sstngah tu yg stakat mnghadirkan diri jer maser buat duty... n dyorang x tegur pon... dyorang not say anything even one word pon!!!1 dyorang tu mmg mnjadi pasu bunga jer kat situ... nasib baik muka cantik222....  tapi paling sakit ati r  kalo buat duty ngan dyorang... dyorang slalu cakap... kalu dyorang tegur pon... mcam lar bdk2 nak dgar... n dyorang pon cakap... praturan skolah kiter mmg x bleh diterima pon.... tapi sbnarrnyer kan... ambillah effort skit... just go and try tegur dyorang... skurang-kurangnyer korang cuber... ini tak... dyorang dtang buat duty pon hanyer mnyakitkan hati jer....

tapi sbnarnyer baru kitaorng trluy truly understand how hard is it to be a prefect... to be a pemimpin... kita kena make sure diri kita betul dulu baru boleh tegur dyorang...    so... kalau korng mmg betul2 anti prefect.... korang faham lar tugas dyorang...  klao x de dyorang abis skolah tu... tapi kalo pngawas yang btol2 hantu tu x yah r korang  respect doroang ... lu pikir lr sndiri!!!!






todays quote : he best boyfriend you'll have isnt the best looking,
the funniest, or the richest.
its theo ne that makes you feel gorgeous,
hilarious, and like a million dollars.
He makes sure you know he loves you.

its hard to forget someone that  I know i will always remember him . . . . . . . . .

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have u all watched nobody tango version and disco version?? I think  they all so cute ..especially their dance.. especially sun mi lookas cute... sun yee looks amazing..

Tracklist

01. 너는 따뜻해 - Seoyeon
02. Fantasy (Vocal. 퍼플로지 & 낯선)
03. 있잖아 나말야(Vocal. 명인희 of The The & 강균성)
04. 새로고침F5: 너는 따뜻해 - Seoyeon
05. 너의 판타지속에 (Vocal. 퍼플로지 & 낯선)
06. 오빠 나빠 - Jessica & Tiffany & Seohyeon

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tracklist

01 러브119 (Love119) (feat. MC Mong)
02 나무
03 러브119 (Love119) (feat. MC Mong) (inst.)
04 나무 (inst.)

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I read it from Jpop

Early next year, Masaki Aiba of Arashi will be starring in a new stage production titled "Greenfingers," adapted from the 2000 movie of the same name that was directed by Joel Hershman. The original film was based on a true story about a group of British prisoners who take up gardening and go on to compete in a major flower show.

Mikijiro Hira, Aiko Ito, and Jundai Yamada will play supporting roles. "Greenfingers" will be performed in Tokyo at the Aoyama Theatre from February 23 to March 10, and in Osaka at the Umeda Arts Theater from March 20 to March 23.

Aiba-chan ... ganbatte!!!

tracklist

1. Happy Together
2. Happy Together (Inst.)

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Tracklisting


01. Diggin' On U
02. HOME
03. With You
04. My Treasure
05. One Last Kiss
06. Love Story
07. Rainy Day's Morning
08. UNHAPPY
09. LOVIN U
10. Aishiteru
11. My Love
12. Soulmate
13. Sore zore
14. HOME (HIP HOP REMIX)

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tracklisting

01 . 아.미.고 (Amigo)
02 . Forever or Never
03 . 산소같은 너 (Love like Oxygen)
04 . 사.계.한 (Plugged by DJ_Oneshot)
05 . 누난 너무 예뻐 (Replay)
06 . 너 아니면 안 되는걸 (ROMANTIC)
07 . 사랑의 길 (Love’s Way)
08 . 그녀가 헤어졌다 (One for me)
09 . 화장을 하고 (Graze)
10 . 마지막 선물 (Last Gift)(In my room - Prelude)
11 . 내 곁에만 있어 (Best Place)
12 . 혜야 (Y Si Fuera Ella)
13 . 눈을 감아보면 (Four Seasons)
14 . In my room (Unplugged Remix)
15 . The SHINee World (doo-bop)

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tracklisting
01 Intro - Modoo da sorichyeo
02 Oh, Ah, Oh
03 Beurgeun noeul
04 Banjjak banjjak
05 Strong Baby
06 Wonderful.
07 Meongcheonghan sarang
08 Haru haru (Acoustic Version).
09 Geojinmal Remix
10 Majimak insa Remix.
11 Remember

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Tracklist
01. Get This Party Started (Opening 揭開男女之間的愛情序曲) [Opening Prelude To The Love Between Men & Women]
02. Lovefool (愛的召喚) [The Call Of Love]
03. Kiss Me (熱戀階段) [Hot Love Stage]
04. The Blower's Daughter (冷戰階段) [Cold War Stage]
05. I Won't Last a Day Without You (極度想念) [Extreme Longing]
06. Lady Marmalade (女人的Talk 姐妹們的分享愛情心情派對) [Women's Talk - Sisters Sharing The Feelings Of Love]
07. Physical (欲望交織) [Desire Intertwined]
08. When U Say Nothing at All (心領神會) [Implicit]
09. Thank U (欲走還留 結束的猶豫) [End Of The Walk Still Hesitant]
10. Angel (放手與原諒) [Forgive & Let Go]

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